Less than two days to my birthday. I'm dreading it.
Not counting when I was a kid, I've never been a fan of birthdays, but this year I'm particularly dreading it. At the moment my life feels like its going through a bit of a slump. I'm not nomally one of those depressed, suicidal types of artists, but this week has been one big pile of dung. Infact the last few months have really sucked. I've been denying it I think, but I'm starting to realise something isn't right with my life right now, and I'm just not happy.
Then again, maybe my birthday'll act as a turning point, and I can start to fix things.
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Mood:
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Listening to: Meet Joe Black OST
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Reading: none, no time
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Watching: none, no time
I have reported it, you may want to do the same
Hopefully yours is a lot better!
if it might make you feel better
But...
Sorry about the long post, I wasn't trying to sound like I know you or something, but I've seen a lot of your artwork on Gaia, and on DevArt... It's very inspirational. n_n Keep up the good work.
I am sorry, a lot of artists get into depressive 'slumps' from time to time. Something my Poertry/Short Story teacher said today which seems to be fitting was that artists tend to become depressed/sad because they realize that there seems to be more to life than just sitting in front of the TV, etc, or always a way to change their life for th better. *shrug*
I sure hope you don't dread your birthday. Try to make the best of it, and hopefully it will be a turning point for you *sigh*
This sounds so familiar
Get well soon, kay?