My absence, and my gradual return.Watching: Nothing much.
Feeling: RP-rific
Playing: Ragnarok Online
<edit> Well, I'm still obsessing over RO. Actually, I think my obsesson has grown if that's even possible. The server I'm playing on, Fortuna RO ( [link] ) is a small, friendly Role Play intensive server, and I'm really enjoying re-living my old AD&D type RPGing days. I'm sorry I'm neglecting DA, but if it's any consolation, I've finished most of my GP2 work and I'm sure I'll be drawing piccis again soon. I've got a lot of half started work that needs concluding, and an old commission that I'm looking forward to finally beginning -^_^- I hope I can find the will power to properly return to DA again soon, and start commenting again^^
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Oh nooooo! While I was gone my subscription ran out...again! T_T Well I'll fix tht when I return properly^^
Okay, now you've all probably been wondering where I've gone! Well, probably not; You probably didn't even notice I was gone, but that's besides the point; And I'm still gonna tell you anywhoo, so Nerr!
In January, my Grandad died. All the more important to me, because my grandparents brought me up for a large portion of my childhood. I spent some time staying with my Grandma, but then returned to Wolverhampton, but I was still too down to draw. Recently I rediscovered Ragnarok Online, which in a way has helped me cheer up.
GP2 got back in touch with me to commission me for some simple headshots of this years new drivers, so I gritted my teeth, pulled up my sleeves, and got m Graphics Tablet out again. I have returned to art! Though once again, I've kinda lost my arty flow. I need more practice.
It may still be a little while before I truely return to DA properly, but I'm on my way back, so to speak.
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*runs* XD
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story is harsh but I want to tell you.....Before he died I think like a week before he told me he never loved me,cared for me and
etc..Then that same week my dad was trying to get rid of me so he wouldn't have to pay child support....So I was total distroyed!!!
Then when I heard my grandpa was in the hospital I was like good for him!!! but when I actually saw him I couldn't help but cry!!!
A couple of days passed and he finally had to go.....I went to his funeral but I was the only one not crying.....Not because I was mad
but because I was happy for him that now he is able to rest and not worry about anything you know? Then I think a week later I
had a dream with him and he apologized.........I love my grandpa......Sorry if you didn't want to hear the story...but I think you
shouldn't mourn over someone you love or they can never rest.......Well that's how I see it....you should be glad that he's in a
happier place......Take care ok?
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we must all continue to walk this painful road...to find that in the end....there truely is happiness...
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Sorry to hear about what happened to your grand father.
When you do come back, I've got an art theft issue for you....that chibi bump Raesha you did for me has once again been stolen. It's being used by a Spanish speaking forum as one of the official graphics. They refuse to stop using the image though unless the original artist says they can't. They were very rude to me about it and refused to respect my ownership of the image. :sweat:
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So sorry to hear of your grandad. *hug*
btw - I tried to email you a while ago and your email rejected me *sob sob*
Hope you're well! Must have a slightly more chilled chat at some point - when I'm not working!! hehe
Take care and speak soon!
ems^_^
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But I loved him..and he was a great man...i still cry for him, but i hope to see him again someday.
See ya around soon!
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Even though you can try to release urself from your many shackles, and forge a life of your own, some chains are harder to break free from than others.
>>For writers of poetry, this might be the club for you!
Check it out =RawEm0tion
I feel for you! My grandfather passed away about 3 or so years ago (while I was trying to prepare for college classes ><; ), an dI couldn't go back to Japan to attend his funeral sadly... Worse yet, the last thing he said was my name before he died...
Again, hope you comeback (if you want, why don't you make something of a tribute? Draw him as you saw him, or in a time when he was young? Migh get the art-flow back on track..)
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Tokusatsu: Guys watch it for the Hotties, Girls watch it for the Hunks. ...What? The action and spandex ain't the only thing. >_>;
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'Mind if I defeat you? Can't hear ya!' ~Ryuutaros, Kamen Rider Den-O
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